I have a meeting.

[jwyche]

I have a (n important-to-me) meeting in a couple of hours and I'm in like six pieces over it. OMG NERVES! But no. This is gonna be okay.

Here's a question; what do you need to be YOU, in your opinion? Don't overthink it. You might find the answer interesting. I answered that question for myself and realized something. Sometimes I'm like, "Fak, I'm 25 and my life is not together and I suck, etc." but really, I'm not 25. I'm roughly 6 to 8 months old. Before that, I did not have the tools I needed to be me. And in a few months, I think I've come a long way. I quit a stupid job and determined what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I got Boo. And I said, finally, seriously, for-real, goodbye to a partner who was fundamentally bad for me. I've made some of the hard decisions in my brief time and this makes me feel nice.

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[dddkiddd.livejournal.com]

i dont NEED anything to be me. everything i have represents who i am, but if i lost it all i could rebuild a similar empire. ive done it a few times. i was me when all i had was a few clothes a guitar and a car to sleep in. but i didnt NEED those things either.
yeah i texted you around noon, but ill hit you up again soon! ima rhyma!
im the same me i was before i could walk. my long-term memory extends to my 3rd year on this planet, so maybe thats why im so sure of who i am, but being sure of who i am is one of the only things i know no one can take from me!
im an old fart. i have grey hair on my noggin. ah, to be 25 again. lol jk

[frostapostraphe.livejournal.com]

I used to think I didn't need anything to be me, but now I think I have to have the meds that stabilize my brain, or I'm just... some half-version of myself.

Dude, how old are you?
I hope your lil puppy is doing good. You should put up some more pictures, I'd love to see what she looks like more.

[dddkiddd.livejournal.com]

drugs are bad, mmkay

im 27. everyones always thought i was 2 years younger though. shes doing great. shes jealous of my cats but she doesnt want to eat them, and shes been running around my backyard and hasnt tried to escape, so far so good :)
ill post more pics soon when the shutterbug hits me :) ill prolly bring her to satellite whenever we get tea and its not raining so i can drive my truck (no windshield wiper on the drivers side til i fix it..)

[dddkiddd.livejournal.com]

sensi is now allowed to sleep by my head and mo-mo wants to sleep on my dirty clothes from the day, so theyre braving the beast. (i clean up the cat hair so i dont choke at night) ill upload pics of them lying together. i got everything until dora woke up and saw mo-mo and mo-mo got scared and hissed and then swiped dora and ran off. dora screamed like a little baby and pissed all over the place and felt guilty so she put herself in time out. sensi came down from her spot to check on dora. that pretty much explains how things are going. dora knows i wont hit her now but shes still spoiled and theyre all jealous of each other and they all need hugs. sensi keeps trying to escape but i can catch her with catnip, and now she and dora have tags so they can be returned, and the jingle will help me find her if shes lost.. sensi and dora are friends but mo-mo and thai are still unsure. its cute how theyre separated females and males.
*whew*

[dddkiddd.livejournal.com]

re-reading this i realize im a little bit of an arrogant prick, but i still stand true to what i said

[frostapostraphe.livejournal.com]

which part was the arrogant prick part?